Lust

I can see it now
she lies on the bed encouraging
he looks away
an hour and a half away
he pulls her close leaning in for her lips
she turns away hoping the school bell would ring
driving down the road
she takes his hand luring him into her trap,
no ones a watching, its innocent
he refuses as she moves in the sheets
at the lockers
he asks why and calls her beautiful
the lie intrigues her, innocence is gone
following the yellow and white lines
she pulls him to the bed taking his hand and putting it on her breast
he likes this sensation, missing the feeling of being loved
she feels the love again
staring into the devil's eyes
lies mask his intentions
attempt two:
he kisses her
his hand on the back of her neck
she misses the touch,
the touch of her skin on his
convinces him
convinced the feeling is right
they enjoy the night
lust over guilt
goodbye loyalty
pain can wait til morning.

Monster

The water starts running

Dripping

Down

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Three

I think ..

Should I

Put

My first foot in

Your begging

Wanting me to leave

I stay

Simply to hear you

Screaming at me

Eating me alive

You’re a monster

That I thought died

You came back

To haunt me

I stood still

Not knowing what to do

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Three

My answer.

Silence

I heard

I hear

Until

You kill me

With no words

I no longer hear

Just listen

Take in your happiness

And create pain

In my head

My mind

Wont let me forget you

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Three

This will.

Go away

Get out

Don’t come back

You can’t hear my words

Empty

One

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Three

Go away.

It wont

The monster

Takes another bite

Words bleed out

Thoughts,

Hope.

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Three

It left

You came

And brought me back

Gave me blood

Reality.

I don’t like it

Perfection is

Too bitter

Too sweet

Too sour

Too good

I don’t deserve this goodness

So I turn to it

Come back to me

The blood drips out

Words spill

Im dying once again

I enjoy

One

Two

Three

Answer my call

Ease my thoughts

Encourage my pain

Come back

One

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Three

Its here

Hello?

Come and answer my call

Hell-

Didn’t it come back for me?

I cant see you?

The blood is still coming

Faster, Faster

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Three

Its clear.

It  came to taunt my words

Watch me bleed

It smiles.

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Three.