Thursday, 12 July 2012

Monster


The water starts running
Dripping
Down
One
Two
Three
I think ..
Should I
Put
My first foot in
Your begging
Wanting me to leave
I stay
Simply to hear you
Screaming at me
Eating me alive
You’re a monster
That I thought died
You came back
To haunt me
I stood still
Not knowing what to do
One
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Three
My answer.
Silence
I heard
I hear
Until
You kill me
With no words
I no longer hear
Just listen
Take in your happiness
And create pain
In my head
My mind
Wont let me forget you
One
Two
Three
This will.
Go away
Get out
Don’t come back
You can’t hear my words
Empty
One
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Three
Go away.
It wont
The monster
Takes another bite
Words bleed out
Thoughts,
Hope.
One
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Three
It left
You came
And brought me back
Gave me blood
Reality.
I don’t like it
Perfection is
Too bitter
Too sweet
Too sour
Too good
I don’t deserve this goodness
So I turn to it
Come back to me
The blood drips out
Words spill
Im dying once again
I enjoy
One
Two
Three
Answer my call
Ease my thoughts
Encourage my pain
Come back
One
Two
Three
Its here
Hello?
Come and answer my call
Hell-
Didn’t it come back for me?
I cant see you?
The blood is still coming
Faster, Faster
One
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Three
Its clear.
It  came to taunt my words
Watch me bleed
It smiles.
One
Two
Three.